Short stories and poems in English

Me and My depression

              

                Me and my depression looking at the sky waiting for my piece of sky.

Where is my piece of sky?

From sky to land, from river to sand

I am looking for it, where is my piece of sky

My mind is freezing, my breath is flowing

My heart is pumping; I am still alive

I am still waiting, where is my piece of sky?

Me and my depression lying on the bed with no pain,

With no sensation like a loaf, waiting to die, waiting to cry.

My depression is like my shadow; she comes behind me wherever I go

scratching me, chasing, capturing me all the time.

Whether it is sunny or dark, she always dumps in the dark,

my depression has sealed me in a coffin, its dark and scary, no light, no air

She is laughing at me, I am not crying, I am not laughing even not feeling any sensation,

just waiting for my piece of sky with the light of hope and little happiness.

I am hiding, I am not talking, still she follows me; she always stands beside me, I cannot run, I cannot walk; she forces me to drag for my piece of sky

no one is here who cares me,

no one is here who cheers me, just me and my depression.

She has packed me in the bubble, I am scratching my hands, pulling my hairs,

no one can hear me, no one can come around me, I am watching everyone but no one else can see me; I am praying, please God send someone who can hear me

Please let me out of this coffin, please let me out of this bubble,

is anyone there who can listen me? is anyone there who can save me?

I am begging and just waiting for someone who brings back my piece of sky

Where is my piece of sky? Please don’t let me alone with me and my depression.

Please don’t let her to snuggle me, please don’t let her to eat me bit by bit

Please come close and please help me to get my piece of sky,

where is my piece of sky?